When Grace Troubles Us More Than It Amazes Us


Recently, as I was reading from the book of Isaiah, I was taken aback by the extent to which the grace of God will reach. I was reminded, as I sometimes am, that grace is not only for “the lost,” as some say.

The grace that comes through faith and repentance is also available for people who are downright evil.

The section I was reading in Isaiah was from chapter 19, first written to ancient Jewish people.

…the Egyptians will worship with the Assyrians…whom the LORD of hosts has blessed, saying, ‘Blessed be Egypt my people, and Assyria the work of my hands, and Israel my inheritance’ (Isaiah 19:23-24).

In the ancient Israelites’ experience, both the Egyptians and the Assyrians represented oppression, violence, and abuse. They represented the very worst of humanity as well as a clear and present reminder that evil resides in the human heart (Genesis 6:5). Egyptians and Assyrians were marauders, kidnappers, sex offenders and slave-drivers. They were users and abusers, less like humans and more like monsters, less like people and more like things.

As I read from Isaiah, I thought to myself that Jesus came to save his worst enemies…and he also came to save (gulp) our worst enemies. People we despise. People who have hurt us. People who have hurt those we love. People who have done terrible things. All are candidates for the grace, mercy, forgiveness, and redemption of God.

Several years ago I was pastor for a church in Kansas City. After one of the services, a man approached me and asked if there was a place for people like him at our church. “What do you mean, people like you?” I asked. He went on to tell me of some shocking, unimaginable things that he had done. So shocking and unimaginable that it reminded me of the time Corrie Ten Boom was approached after giving a talk on God’s forgiveness by a man she recognized immediately, because he had served as a Nazi guard in the prison camp where she and her sister had been held during the Holocaust. He told her that he had since become a Christian, and asked her if she believed that her message on forgiveness applied to someone like him.

Remembering the truth about the expansiveness of God’s grace, I answered the man’s question in the same way Corrie answered the former Nazi guard, and in the only way that Scripture allows me to answer. “Yes, through the grace and forgiveness of Christ there can a place for you here.”

I walked away feeling how utterly scandalous the grace of our God truly must be.

There are many others. The grace of God also reached Karla Faye Tucker, and ax murderer. After being executed on death row for her crimes, she woke up in the presence of Jesus.

The grace of God reached King David–also a sex offender and murderer–out of whose family line Jesus came into the world, and from whose prayers we have been given most of the Psalms.

The grace of God reached Saul of Tarsus–a self-professed blasphemer, persecutor, and violent man–who made a career out of hunting down Christians and destroying them as the Egyptians and Assyrians had once done to the Jews–and who would later call himself “the chief of sinners,” Exhibit A for how far God in his grace is willing to reach.

The grace of God reached Jeffrey Dahmer, a sociopath and serial killer, who professed faith in Christ while on death row.

The grace of God reached Sufjan Stevens, the Brooklyn musician who wrote these lyrics about John Wayne Gacy, Jr., another serial killer who stored the corpses of his victims beneath the floorboards in his house:

And in my best behavior,
I am really just like him.
Look beneath the floorboards
To the secrets I have hid.

Grace is indeed amazing. But it is the furthest thing from comfortable. And sometimes it is the furthest thing from comforting. In being amazing, extensive, and expansive, grace is also shocking and scandalous and downright offensive.


It’s freely available to us, but there is more…

It’s also freely available to them.

I have to admit that grace really bothers me sometimes. Does it bother you? Do we really want it? Can we handle it? Can we bear it? Can we stomach it?

And yet, without it, where would we be?


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12 responses to “When Grace Troubles Us More Than It Amazes Us”

  1. Lisa says:

    Aaahhh…the tension Grace creates! Thank you Scott, for reminding me again and again that HIS grace is truly amazing and yet scandalous in how far it reaches — even to me!!!

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  3. David Yutzy says:

    6 What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?

    2 God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?

  4. Johnny Orr says:

    I have come to view the grace extended to me like a balm poured over me that runs down covering every crack, crevice and all the hidden places of my past. Making the body of my sin be brought to nothing (Rms6:6). It is a balm that keeps on flowing; grace upon grace (Eph1:6-8) because I need it every day.
    As the hymn says: my sins are very great, but His mercy is more.

  5. Ron Amundson says:

    Grace is available, but there are pragmatic issues that come into play. We had a sex offender in church, who abused a whole bunch of little kids, and then went off to prison. Upon release, some 25 yrs later, he was considered highly likely to re-offend… so how do you handle that church wise? Its easy to consider grace for a person on death row where they can’t harm anyone else… but should grace equate putting the kids at your church at risk? This is not a simple thing.

    • scottsauls says:

      Absolutely necessary to put up protective guardrails and systems of accountability to ensure there are no repeat offenses. Great question.

  6. Greg says:

    Amen Pastor. I spent a lot of years just glossing over the implications of such grace. To realize that God Himself took on the form of a servant to die on the cross and absorb the wrath that all of this heinous world of people has produced should floor us in reverential thankfulness. And God chose us as His workmanship. Appropriating these things by faith should result in absolutely knee knocking reverence as well as love and thankfulness to our King.

    I should now shut up and let God’s Word speak for itself: “…Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.”
    ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭2:5-13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

  7. Greg says:

    I noticed while driving past a popular seeker church around the corner from our church on Sunday morning the parking lot attendants wearing clown costumes somehow for a small part of appealing to the masses to come and join them. Now if you would ask my wife, i can be clownish and goofy in our household for fun w her and the kids-and sometimes i amplify the act (right or wrong) to still the fleshly notion that “cool” that makes much of me is as if next to godliness which should instead make much of God! I would never do anything close to this when speaking on God and Scripture. So a church on the Lord’s day before their services symbolizing pictures of goofy from the moment one enters the parking lot when Jesus’ grace should arouse sentiments of reverence, thankfulness and a fight against everything impure that that amazing grace forgave us from?? Thats odd in my opinion. And that is really odd in light of Hebrews chapter 10 which speaks of the potential of people of the church being persecuted and put out of their homes because they love Jesus. In this country, im convinced that this could be around the corner for believers thanks in large part of the current administration and my guess that Christians heeding the admonition from the apostolic order and precepts in this Hebrews chapter 10 will be far better off in our God of grace’s eyes than those who mishandle and disgrace grace via the goofy and “cool” dispositions that are meant to appeal to “seekers” at the expense of reverent worship that makes much of God

  8. C. Diane says:

    Thank you for this.
    My sins play over in my my head and heart like a loop. Asking for forgiveness for the same things. Grace is hard to accept. Grace hard to grasp. I know what I deserve. It is easier to show grace to others than myself.

  9. Gail says:

    One of the most important and hardest things we can do is to extend grace to follow believers.

  10. Gail says:

    Should be fellow believers

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